Sunday, June 28, 2015

Month of June

Beginning this blog I would like to apologize because it has been long time since I last wrote a blog. I have been so busy and exhausted and I'm not gonna lie it's hard to find the will power to sit down and type when you have free time. Because when you do all I want to do is sleep haha but I am going to try and get better.

I dont even know where to begin, this past month has been a crazy rollercoster moving so fast. I would like to begin with sharing what the Lord has been teaching me and showing me. First, He asks me almost on a daily basis "Are you seeking My approval Morgan or peoples?" So, He has been challenging me in that area of my life, and I desire to be obedient. When I can see myself growing closer and closer to the Father that I never imagined I could, is when I start to hear the enemies lies going through my mind.."you can't do this, you will always seek peoples approval before Gods".."you will always be afraid".." you can't have a women's ministry".." you are a failure" I'm just getting bombed with these lies and others on a daily basis. The enemy is a liar and he desires to destroy anything that gives God glory. God has been leading me to His word, His promises, His truth to speak that into my life to fight the lies, so I'm thankful for the attacks, I'm thankful for the hardship because I know it is drawing me closer and closer to the Father and He will recieve the glory. I wanted to share all this with you first so that you can please be covering me in your prayers, knowing I have Brothers and Sisters in Christ praying for me, my ministry, my relationship, my mind, my monthly support, and my walk with the Lord is very comforting and encouraging. 

The most recent event that has happened within my ministry was this past Saturday. Me, and four 4 other ladies that I am discipling went to visit a young lady (Wendy) who recently had surgery to have part of a tumor removed in the front of her head. The surgery was very serious, and the situation is very serious. The Doctor was unable to remove the tumor completely, and there is exsisting tumor left in the back of her head and she is having to take medication to prevent that tumor from spreading. If it spreads she could start have seizures and having serious mental damage it's a very scary situation, and my heart broke for her and her family. I had the blessing of talking with and praying with the mother of Wendy, and I was able to encourage her that eventhough things seem so dark that our Lord always has a plan and we CAN trust that! Also, I shared with my 4 ladies that I would like for us to lay hands on Wendy and pray for her and two of them (Kelin and Andrea) stepped up and wanted to pray over her. During that prayer God stopped me and I couldn't believe that God was using me to disciple and lead these women, and seeing them step up, lead, and their passion for the Lord made me feel like I was doing something right in discipling. It was a pretty awesome realization and moment! 

Recently I have started a ministry of teaching women how to make jewelry so they can sale and make money for themselves and families, and it has been a huge success. The women love it, and truly enjoy it. I want to thank all my monthly supporters, because without y'all I would not be able to fund this jewelry ministry and not be able to teach these women a skill to help themselves financially. It brings me such joy seeing these ladies grow and learn, they have such a desire to learn new ways to make some extra money. 

About two weeks ago, we did ministry in a village that is about two hours away from Tegucigalpa, and I had been told of a young lady who has horomone problems, and is so bad off that she is suicidal. When we arrived in the village I immediately set up a consulation with her (Maura) because I wanted to her to know I can and will help her. When we first met with her and I was asking her all kinds of questions regarding her syptoms and different things and I could hear the Lord telling me "Morgan, you are not just here to help her with her horomones..share the MOST important thing with her..Christ." So, I was obedient and me and another girl who was with me shared the love of God with Maura. By the end of an almost 2 hour conversation I gained a new Sister in Christ, and what an amazing moment that was. During the week I continued to go back to her house everyday at the same time, and we read Gods word together and prayed together. We were also able to have her fill out a survey from my hormone doctor for her to be able to start treating her. Speaking with a young lady who is a leader in the local church about wanting to continue to disciple her and she was very excited about doing so. So she attended our Bible study groups to get to know her better, so she can start discipling Maura. Also, this coming week I will be recieving her horomone treatment and will be delivering that to her as soon as I can! 

While on the topic of hormones, my horomone doctor.. Rhonda Robinson, is coming September 11th-16th to share with ladies all over Honduras from village ladies to missionary ladies. We will be speaking in different areas of Honduras about Hormones and Hormone Imbalance, then whichever ladies feel like they would like to have a one on one consultation with Rhonda, and we will get that set up so we can begin to help her. I know this is one of the reasons God had me go through what I went through.. to be able to help these women! I find women almost daily with hormone problems here, no joke! I love being able to help them any way that I can, because I know how it feels to feel so helpless and depressed. I know God has such huge plans in this area, and I'm excited to see how. 

Just talking about all of this makes me so fired up and excited to see how the Lord will use me to disciple, teach a skill to earn money, or helping women with their hormones. But, I can not do or continue any of these things without monthly support, I do not enjoy asking for money..but the reality is I will not be able to help these ladies with their hormones if the money isn't there and I wont be able to continue to grow and disciple these ladies if I dont have the fund to continue to stay and support my ministry. Even thinking about how many things I am going to start needing to have money for stresses me out. I am going to start needing to raise money to buy a car, needing to have funds to help these ladies that can't support themselves to get help with there hormones.. etc. As of right now I have around $800 of monthly support but I am needing to raise around $2,000 or more to be able to fund everything I am needing to fund. Living in Central America is not cheap and I am trying my best to make do for now but it's not enough for everything God is presenting. Please, Brothers and Sisters.. I would ask that you please pray about financially helping through monthly support towards my Women's Ministry here in Honduras. It can be $20 a month or $100 doesn't matter, the $100 would be pretty awesome though haha. I hope you see how God is moving and working and I hope you see my heart. 

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Thank you for taking the time to read, please be praying! 


Morgan Feazel